duh...stupid....the livejournal is katesaidhi, if you care.

bonny, i do like your xanga.

 i set up a livejournal because i found out the boy i have a crush on has one. it reminds me of the days of jamie paul and december tragic.  this is tragic.

mom and roy are not dating.  she set him up with her friend sally, and they like each other.

i entered a contest to win ipod speakers.  if i win, i'm giving them mom's information.

april is in boston.

and sean likes modest mouse. ha. and he is ajerk when he is around danny and josh.  and sometimes he does really cute stuff like nudges my foot, and i like that. but he thinks i told that he stole the data matches, and i didnt. ha.

whatever.

so, carter came to the show. we were going to call april and tell her he was looking for her. i miss april.

roy and mom and the reist and the megaries and kimmie and laura all came, and it the best performance i was ever in, or will ever be in.

i love you bonny.

you would kill for this, just a little bit.

this makes me think of sean: "you go to the party, listen to the deejay, dance, d-d-dance, d-dance and go crazy, dance, d-d-dance, d-dance and go crazy. just the smell of the summer can make me fall in love. just the smell of the summer can make me fall in love." i feel stupid for liking but i think he is hot, and confident and i think that makes him hot. he touched my boob the otherday, just the side of it.  i think he realized it and was embarrased but i just smiled at him. i want to dance to that song with him, and i want him to kiss me well, and i want to run my hand in his thick hair.

we had girls over tonight and we wrote valentines and ate pecans and played eqyptian rat screw and texas holdthem and we bet sweetart hearts...then we watch Empire Records and it was extended and it was better that way I think.  Then allie said turn on the MD/Duke game and the Terps won in overtime, and we screamed and mom made us brownies.  Then we watched the end of Empire and we danced.

The other day i told april: carter and sean are friends.  you and i are friends.  we should have a double date...haha. one senior, two juniors and a sophomore.

susanne, the plans they made put an end to you.

james taylor is a great man to listen to when you feel nostalgic.  i have to babysit in half and hour, and this is how i spend my time. i am not a carson scholar.

when i am not here next year, that will be considerably different than anything i've ever experienced.  i am lookking forward to it, to new faces and a big city.  kara always talks about not seeing people as though it was stupid to think that.  i think that.  she's usually the practical one, but when i think of coming home i think of calling april, and thats about it.  i wonder if i'll ever go back to drama.  i probably will, just as long as april is still in it.

i love kurt vonnegut jr., and i schmoozed at the arts council, and we had our picture taken for the flash section of the daily times, and mom says thats the who's who.